October 2011
me and stephanie at cheer camp last year. ill never forget you, fuck cancer. r.i.p. i love you. <3
rip :(
So young…
Halloween Theme Music
J.I.C. I love you all.
FML. Whatever.
I miss my girlfriend. Yeah, I really do.
Even though I didn’t know you, it still hurts me to find out that another young life has been taken in Salinas. There are people here who love you. He just needed you more than we did. Take care.
My absolute favorite song. :)
Love this songggg!
I hate when I’m stressed out and tired. I get annoyed so easily and lash out on the simplest things.
It felt really good being back in my hometown and hanging out with friends. It reminded me of the good old times. When everything was simple, and you really didn’t have to worry about any MAJOR assignments you needed to get finished.
Attending the homecoming game made me realize that I was more attached to my former high school than recent graduates should be. I guess it’s just because I miss it all. The dances, the classes, the lunches, the football games, the sports I was in, the friends I hanged out with, the friends I met, etc.
I mean, I’m not saying college sucks. I’m totally thankful for being able to further my education. It’s just one of those things you have to learn to get use to. I just wished this weekend lasted longer. Because it felt real nice being around people who get you.
And when I got home, that feeling when you get sad because you feel alone. And that one person who you just want to be with, left… That was another thing I realized, why can’t I do as much for them as they’re doing for me? I just got really mad at myself because it’s like I’m given so many chances but I still, in some way, screw it up. They do the simplest things for me, and I can’t even forgive and forget enough to see them. It was like one of those “You don’t know what you have until it’s gone” moments.
I don’t know, maybe when I’m older, I’ll be posting stuff about my college years, saying how fun things were and talking about how much I miss the people I was with. Who knows, it could end up like a cycle.
I barely saw this! haha
Being told that spending a simple second with you, has no point.
Did not get any homework done at all.
Me: 0 pts
Procrastination: 1000000000x pts
